Baby Is Bursting Out Of The Corner

Well... hey there,

This isn't the first time I've done this, and I don't know if it'll even last, but I've always wanted to do it so I guess it's time to bite the bullet. The last time I tried to start something like this I was eighteen, I was going through a tough time and I was afraid of what my future would hold and honestly I needed somewhere to vent because I didn't want to talk to anyone I knew about it. I recently came across that blog post and almost laughed, because four years later, that girl doesn't even exist. The girl who wrote those posts has grown up... a lot. Now, as I'm about to finish college, I'm in a similar situation of not knowing what comes next but I've realised that while I have this constant feeling on anxiety surrounding the idea of what I'm going to do next, I also kind of love it. I love the idea of uncertainty and the idea that what happens next is just the next adventure, even if it doesn't always feel like that. So maybe this is the first step, finally doing something I've always wanted to do but was too afraid to do, the rest will follow.

This blog is going to be a place for my opinions, reviews, stories, dreams and random ramblings. My dad has been writing a blog since I was a teenager and he always found joy from the escapism that came with it, my best friends gave me the push to do it as they start their own journeys and if I'm going to survive in this big bad world that's right around the corner, I'm going to need to grow a pair. Of course I managed to start all this with some long ramble, so how about I finish by introducing myself?

I'm Susan, twenty-two and forever panicking about how I keep aging while I feel like I'm still a baby who just wants to be wrapped up in my duvet. I'm Irish. I love films and television, which is fitting because I study Media and PR. I used to write a lot of scripts, some times I still do. I love poetry, yoga, photography and laughing... which I do, a lot. I am transfixed by the moon and only calmed by the sea. I've always been obsessed with Youtube and the development of the industry and I will be amused by the stupidest jokes. I'm endlessly flawed but have somehow managed to have the greatest people around me, inspiring and loyal people who have shaped who I am and teach me new things everyday. I am lucky.

So, welcome to my mind. Let's do this.